In most nights recently it’s hard to fall asleep, and I force myself to read notes, magazine or newspaper for 1 to 2 hours in order to clear my mind.
Sometimes it doesn’t work, and I need to take a short walk outside the room. But I still managed to sleep eventually.
The last action I do before switching off the light is always to check my phone… to see if there’s any new sms.
I promised everyone that I will do well for this semester. I will find a way to do it.
There are many things you can do well, if you put in effort. But still, there are things that you want to try, but the result is unpredictable.
My life now is stuffed… yet empty.
