After all these chaos in the last many days, I came to realize certain things.
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Maybe what I want to offer is no longer what you need for now.
Maybe you are already reshaped by your experiences.
Maybe you are really happy to be who you are right now.
Maybe you really feel restrained and stressed by my continual attention.
Maybe you really feel unhappy because I keep on giving and you can offer nothing in return.
Maybe I should respect your choice and leave you alone for now.
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Maybe you will not care about how I feel anymore.
Maybe to you I am not even a good friend.
Maybe I really gave up my chance and your love way too long ago.
Maybe I no longer deserve any more chances
Maybe I cannot be trusted anymore.
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Maybe one day you will change your mind.
Maybe one day you will again want those things you once wanted.
Maybe one day you will be back to who you were.
Maybe I will still be waiting for you when the day comes.
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Maybe this is all what I can do for now.
